The abyss in which you are stuck, why don’t you come out of it? Stuck between the parallels of time and anxiety, where are you headed to? Stuck in the vicious circle, saying those sheer lies to yourself that you are fine, what good comes out of that circle?
Your train is calling you, calling for its last passengers to get on board. To reach new places, to move on from where you are stuck right now, to move on from all those people who hurt you, lied to you, cheated on you. betrayed you. Forgive them, even if they didn’t apologize. It’s hard, but once you do it your existence will be like a feather. Light and happy.